Heh. I know how you feel. Oh, not this moment, and not all of you. But Xeney's having a hard time these days, and I can so empathize, and I sort of want to write her a long letter telling her about how things are going in my life and offering what advice and support I can, but I figure she has lots of readers, and no time to read much e-mail, and I probably shouldn't bother her. Heh. Sound familiar?
I think I'll write her later today.
After that massive journal entry yesterday, I'm feeling a bit exhausted. I could talk about doing most of CS last night, and the part I'm going to finish this evening and the newsletter I'll send out to all of you (what, you aren't all on the mailing list? Why not? More free stuff!), and staying up 'til 2:30 talking to Kevin when I *knew* I was supposed to get up at 5:30, and waking up at 5:30 and actually getting up at 7:00 and getting a ride from El and still being quite late to work and it not mattering, luckily, and so on and so forth. But I don't feel like it. Not like going into all the details, anyway.
Mostly, I just miss Kevin. I miss the boy so fiercely that I'm actually considering flying out to see him this weekend -- he can't get away, but he offered to buy my ticket. It's a little goofy -- it'd mean missing a writing group meeting, and travelling a couple of hours Friday and a couple of hours Monday and really not having that much time with him at all...but boy, it'd be nice. I'll look at plane fares today.
7ish. Looked at fares. They're a little steep with this little notice, though not impossible. I'm going to think about it some more. Would it really kill me to wait until February 19th?