I am feeling completely, paralyzingly panicked about how behind I am. For no good reason, because I am actually less behind that I was for most of February and March and somehow I survived those months. But nonetheless, panicked. Am implementing calming strategies -- have taken to my bed with laptop, am going to turn off Facebook for an hour and run The E-mail Game to at least process some of the backlogged e-mail. Hopefully that will help. I also have an urge to make cheese toast, but given that I have already had quite a filling dinner, I am going to ignore that urge for the moment. Cheese toast is good for many things, but I suspect it will not save me now.