Five Years of Poems, Condensed
It's snowing in Chicagoregretted cold and fading inhibitions
haven't hammered out the details
this sometime relationship
gasping to an indescribable
i will not say goodbye again
i have grown tired of breaking promises
he pulled me off balance and kissed me and we fell to the ground
want to fuck you to absolution or oblivion
shoulder meets neck in a delicate hollow begging
scent of crushed pine heavy
mantle of fire-leaf fragments in gold hair
On and on until you plead exhaustion
spend a guilty afternoon on pleasure
remembering tiramisu and raspberry liqueur
hope that this letter is not too much of an imposition
jamming them fused bending both out of shape
a double-sided mirror-reversed-90 degree turned-puzzle from hell
bodies on the mountain screaming in the wind
clammy grip of winding-sheet
your empty hands
Does it not seem late, my love?
This has been too long a day already
I wanted to write something lovely for you
stifled worries and silent patience
a cool hand on your fevered cheek
sweat once again proclaims
Last night I scrubbed the tub on hands and knees
listening for your muddy footsteps in the hall
the taste of him on your lips
broken leaves should emphasize dying
roll in our blood -- clenched in the skin-touching
swift combustion, destruction, regeneration
if only a moment in your arms
pleasure can subsume the ache for a sharper biting joy
stir a cup of chocolate in a grey morning
It is not a bad ending