Cancer log 150: I appear to be running really, really short on patience, and am snapping at people in ways I never have before, in my entire life. I have to think this is in part a consequence of the year of cancer treatment. Even though I'm experiencing no physical side effects at this point, and in fact, feel quite healthy, I am kind of losing it a little emotionally. Maybe losing it a lot. Delayed reaction?
If everyone close to me could refrain from having any crises for about two weeks, so I can hopefully regain my normal equilibrium, that would be very helpful. If the semester weren't starting on Monday, I'd seriously be thinking about trying to get away to go lie on a beach somewhere for two weeks. As it is, holing up and avoiding humanity for a bit (when I'm not teaching) will have to do.
